Mild net stardom = STALKERS. I'm totally going to get a nose job and change my name

    So it's harder and harder to keep my anonymity a secret.  I'm either a guy, a girl, androgynous - whatever.

Then there's the other me where I use my full normal info & people get to see my face, no one stalks her that much.  Lolz XD.

   So I admit I stay home a lot and mess w/ the net for a very good reason - I'm sick.  Like all the time.  Bubble boy sick, lmfao.  My immune system is a pathetic POS.

   But it's harder these days, more and more people are tracking me down.  Buggin me, I have to make new screen names to keep em away.

    TBH my worst nightmare is to be a Perez Hilton.  I even stopped dying my hair blue because people annoyed me so much, but I'm prob gonna go back to it nxt year.   More and more people are doing it ...but I HATE the attention.  Maybe I should just get a couple of cosplay wigs if I can ever afford a loft so I can make my art pieces in PEACE.  I need the room, I couldn't care less if I had to keep my bed in the same room, it's called Japanese Screens.  My boyfriend calls me a weeaboo.  

   Also, I have to stay faaaar away from my gal pals, so I talk to em in text, on FB, etc.  But, well, I'm hella gay.  Like, so gay that my mind is constantly aware of the fact that around chicks IRL I get all... "Uh...heh...um ...what?"

    I like my boyfriend because he's a bit girly, also when I practice my illusion make up on him, he looks like a  pretty girl!!! @_@  

    I'm working on him... maybe one day he'll get in full drag for me if we ever get our own place.  Hmmm...
The fact he has a penis makes things easier, also, it's a nice penis.  Not small, not too thin, etc.  Although, who doesn't want a bigger wang in their fiddle diddle if it can take it?  After dating all those Spics, I mean, maaan, they just ... have so much fucking energy & say, "Hell to condoms."  I miss the passion, I really do - but I enjoy that I found someone like me.  Totally fucked up.

  But yeah, I'm going to keep trying to stay anonymous.  Keep my face hidden etc, use other SNs for all these stupid interweb celeb crap goin on.  I would love to move to Hollywood and by the next G4 gamer (but I suck at gaming from my bad joints, I love being a backseat gamer though for Hitman & Bioshock etc.  I'm supergood at strategy games.  Also, I can't game online because I foolishly let my parents use my desktop PC... may it rest in pieces.  Same thing for my laptop, but I had it since I was 17, I'm almost 22 now).

   Lol, everyones texting me, but when the people who are coming by get asked to pick up a pregnancy test - no one replies.